Simple Rainy Tuesday

It's one rainy Tuesday once again... classes were suspended.  Before I went home, I passed by Sta. Clara church to do my tithings.  This is one thing I promised to myself that everytime I'll have the fruits of my labor, I'll share the 10% of it to my divine fortress.  So, in the midst of the pouring rain and twisting umbrella, I finally arrived at the church.  I just sat there for a couple of minutes and I found myself reciting the novena together with the other people inside that church.  After that, I just stared blankly in front of me.  A lot of things are coming in and out of my mind.  I am not that kind of person who is 101% religious, but I am not also 101% hellborn (sometimes,may be... =) )... the silence inside the church,though I can hear a lot of people murmuring... I know that they are just saying their prayers, their intentions,just like what I am doing at that time.  The silence gave me a chance to ponder on what happened in my life for these past few months... It made me smile.  You know why? Coz i realized, i'm one hell of a lucky girl.  I have a lot of friends who are always there to help me and to make me happy.  My superiors, who are always willing to extend a hand whenever I have difficulties in dealing with my class, though, sometimes they are also pain in the ass... but not all the time... My students, who always believe in what  I say to them.  They are also one of my sources of happiness.  My work, which is often called by Mean as our "bread and butter", is also one of the reasons why I am so thankful and feel so blessed.  My family, who is always behind my back, no matter what kind of decisions I make.  My children, Janford, Justine and Janella, are my sources of strength and will.  They are my boomerang, moving me as far as I can but will always return to them.  My bhebe, who always has an open mind to what I am and to who I am. I know that sometimes, I am also a difficult person to deal with because of my tantrums... but you're just there patiently listening to all my agonies and worries.  I have nothing more to say, but, thank you... 

The rain has slowly taking its rest... so I walked my way home.  Still lingering on all the good things that I have.  And it really made me smile.  Hope you could also do the same.  The secret of happiness does not always lie on things that glitters... sometimes, commending how wonderful you are as a person inside and out, will do the trick.  That will make you smile. That will make you happy.