Wanted: Better-Half

There's this usual saying that we often hear from other people, "No man is an island', "You live not only for yourself alone" and so on and so forth.  Absolutely right, right? Come to think of it, since you came out of this world, you are already surrounded by beautiful people who cares so much for you.  Until you reached that time when you can already manage to go on your own, you started to seek for others' company.  You find your own circle of friends,and  you even tried to have your own set of foes. Playtime was over,then you tried to go higher.  You now start to look for special attention from someone special. Everything was nearly spellbinding when you're in love.  The kind of feelings that you don't experience everyday, you'll start to feel when you're in the arms of that someone that you love.  The music is deafening. The beauty is so blinding.  The sweet words make you speechless.  Everything was so divine.

You have to know that there's always two sides of the coin.  Good is always paired with bad. Yin to yang. Night to day. And you??? to me... shared a lot of good things together.  A lot of stories to tell. A bursting laughter that can make your belly aches.  A lot of untiring nights listening to each others vision.  A dazzler that will always swept you off your feet. Everything was so enchanting.These are the things that you ought to find in a certain person.  Of course, good looks is another factor... but, if you're really looking for  lifelong partners, try to look for someone that you'll never get tired of loving. 

Let that person be the reason why you want to wake up in the morning.  Let that person be the reason why you still want to go on living. Let that person be the reason why you want to end your day right beside her/him.  Let that person gives you the reason to realize your imperfections because if  you're together, you'll complement each other.

Living and loving are inseparable from each other. You live because you know how to love.  You love because you want others to live because of you.  Share yourself to that someone whom you think is worth the wait. Do not try to become the perfect person, just try to become the right one. 

you have half of my heart

looking forward for another day with you..

Foolish Heart

One of the greatest things that a person can experience is to feel how to love and to be loved.  It is a wonderful feelings when you know that someone is caring so much for you.  It brings you to another level of ecstasy, the kind of feelings that you wished will never end.  But in reality, life is not just a fantasy. Often times we fall in our own pit specially if we attached ourselves too much to a certain person.  Sometimes you dare not to ask when will all of these things come to an end.  Because you are afraid to know the answer, you will let yourself go on with the flow until such time that you can no longer pull yourself out of it.  It's sad.  I know. But don't you know, that is also one of the most worthwhile moments of your life.  When you love, sometimes you are being blinded with all the music that only you can hear, falling hearts that only you can see, chill that only you can feel, sweet nothings that only you can say... The feeling is so tremendous that you always crave for more.  More attention. More time. More Love. When you start to seek for more, make sure that you are also giving your best.  Best attention. Best time. Best Love.  They say that nothing in this world is fair.  When you value someone and that person is so special, you'll treat him / her with so much tenderness.  You will not let that person be hurt.  You will not let that person feel being neglected. And most of all, you will not be the reason for all her/ his heartaches.

Blessed Sunday

I went to church this evening and because of the rain, I was not able to start the mass on time.  I think the mass was already half way when I reached Sta. Clara.  So, I uttered my prayers, hoping that all of them will be granted.  I am not in a hurry, so I can wait for my prayers to be answered.  I believe in time, but I have stronger beliefs in "God's Time". 

Actually, one of my prayers was already answered. That's why I am very thankful to my Boss for giving me immediate response.  First, my precious daughter Janella had a fever that started last Sunday evening. She was diagnosed of Pulmonary problems last Wednesday.  Thanks to my papa, Anthony, Dr. Santos (older one) and Dr. Santos(son), because they were the angels sent by my Boss to helped me in making my daughter well.  Today is another Sunday, and my daughter Janella is very much active once again. Thanks Boss.  

There are times when we really want to give up, to quit,because we can no longer carry the burdens that we have, please, don't despair and don't lose hope.  Always remember that Boss will always send you an angel to help you in facing your problems. This is the time when the only weapon that you have is your faith. Believe that in everything that you do,He is watching you and He even knows the answer to your prayers even before you ask for it.

Have a blessed Sunday every one. Have a good Monday to start your week.

so shock...

laugh laugh laugh

thank you for calling, this is Janella,How may I help you?

me and my daughter

Simple Rainy Tuesday

It's one rainy Tuesday once again... classes were suspended.  Before I went home, I passed by Sta. Clara church to do my tithings.  This is one thing I promised to myself that everytime I'll have the fruits of my labor, I'll share the 10% of it to my divine fortress.  So, in the midst of the pouring rain and twisting umbrella, I finally arrived at the church.  I just sat there for a couple of minutes and I found myself reciting the novena together with the other people inside that church.  After that, I just stared blankly in front of me.  A lot of things are coming in and out of my mind.  I am not that kind of person who is 101% religious, but I am not also 101% hellborn (sometimes,may be... =) )... the silence inside the church,though I can hear a lot of people murmuring... I know that they are just saying their prayers, their intentions,just like what I am doing at that time.  The silence gave me a chance to ponder on what happened in my life for these past few months... It made me smile.  You know why? Coz i realized, i'm one hell of a lucky girl.  I have a lot of friends who are always there to help me and to make me happy.  My superiors, who are always willing to extend a hand whenever I have difficulties in dealing with my class, though, sometimes they are also pain in the ass... but not all the time... My students, who always believe in what  I say to them.  They are also one of my sources of happiness.  My work, which is often called by Mean as our "bread and butter", is also one of the reasons why I am so thankful and feel so blessed.  My family, who is always behind my back, no matter what kind of decisions I make.  My children, Janford, Justine and Janella, are my sources of strength and will.  They are my boomerang, moving me as far as I can but will always return to them.  My bhebe, who always has an open mind to what I am and to who I am. I know that sometimes, I am also a difficult person to deal with because of my tantrums... but you're just there patiently listening to all my agonies and worries.  I have nothing more to say, but, thank you... 

The rain has slowly taking its rest... so I walked my way home.  Still lingering on all the good things that I have.  And it really made me smile.  Hope you could also do the same.  The secret of happiness does not always lie on things that glitters... sometimes, commending how wonderful you are as a person inside and out, will do the trick.  That will make you smile. That will make you happy.  

A Note to Remember

I've been up for almost how many hours already.  This has been my routine for a week  since my brother went to a splurging vacation.  I enjoyed the whole 12 days and nights that he's not around... Not because i hate him (because i don't... love you my little brother), but because, I "owned" his netbook and smartbro for the whole 12 days (and still counting)... This has been my way of communicating with my friends and with the people that i love.  

Love?  The last time I realize the meaning of that word was... hmmmm???? i can no longer remember.  I thought the spark will never comes back.  I was absolutely wrong.  Love is everywhere.  It is not necessary that you find it in a special someone.  Learn to love a lot of things.  Love the air, it gives you the chance to breathe.  Love the sky, it gives you the chance to dream.  Love the nature, it gives you the chance to hope.  Love the water, it gives you the chance to be carefree L ove your parents, it gives you the chance to be humble.  Love your siblings, it gives you the chance to be friendly.  Love your enemy, it gives you the chance to test your patience.  Love your kids, it gives you the chance to be nurturing.  Love God, it gives us the chance to be faithful.  and.. love yourself, it gives you the chance to be whole again and to regain your dignity.  

Learn how to show respect not only to the people whom you think values the most, but also to others that you least expect to do some good things to you.  Be thankful for each day that you experienced the beauty of life.  

To live is not that hard, it is your own way of living that makes your life difficult. Make your life easy... spread all your worries, do your work, and let God lead your way....

Have a blessed Monday everyone.

A Simple Thank You...

 if God will ask me, what are the things that i'm very thankful of... i will pause for a while and will try to contemplate... family? friends? my kidz? my co-teachers? my work? my students? my brothers? my papa? my in-laws? ang dami pala... so, if God will ask me again... "Jopay, what are the things that you're very thankful of?" i will now know what to say.... i will say "thank you , my Lord, for being always there for me and for creating all these people to be a part of me... they are all such stupendous creations that functions differently in making me a better person... thank you...."

Kilig Lang...

Was there ever a point in your life that you experienced this kakaibang kilig factor... not because your mind is telling you to feel it but because that's the real feelings na nararamdaman mo... i don't want to lie, but at this moment, kinikilig ako... something nice and something wonderful has come back from the past... still the same situation, however, some things have changed... masaya na akong ganito... basta, masaya ako... period.